crush

takte. boys are really boys! how can we know if a guy really loves you?. haha saka na nga yan.. dun na muna ko sa crushes ko.. kilig pa. :) ahaha.. bbye.. i can't say anything else..

money matters

how come that i've gone through this?. haha.. saving money is not easy. especially if there is something that you want to buy. i'm craving for chocolate :0 my baon is just enough for my school time. and i can't imagine that i can save almost half of it. haha. i want to save more monay for my future use. maybe for something which is really important. :) my mom always borrow money from me. haha. "mami may interest yan a". haha. so pathetic. the end. i can't say anything else.

whatsoever. ",

bakit ang tao masyadong mabilis magbago? nowadays, i noticed that people are too weird sometimes. some are so moody. changing their status so easy. they say that. that. that. etc. whatsoever. :) once upon a time there are two people who find themselves comfortable with each other. and yet so happened that they have this mutual understanding between the two. They always have this joking time with each other.. and the boy fell inlove with these beautiful woman of him. but suddenly the girl felt that she don't want the boy. and for friendship only. the boy feels so sad and don't know what to do. trying to forget the girl but as far as he could, he can't forget her. in his everyday life in school, he always saw this beautiful young lady whom he love so much. ... to be continued.

-- people do change a lot. the best place to change is where the heartache felt. we must forgive whatever happened in our past. we must learn from our own mistake so it will not spoil our present. we must do accept the changes for our ownselves. listen to your own heart and perception. whatever people say upon you is none of your business. learn to take time for yourself. time being alone can help you think for the better. learn to forget the past, and strive for your better future. we don't need to rush things. it takes time.. one step at a time.

purpose driven life

Four Benefits of Putting Margin in Your Life
2009/01/06

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30 (NIV)

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Here are four immediate benefits you’ll receive by building margin into your life:

1. Peace of mind. When you’re not always hurrying and worrying, you have time to think, time to relax, time to enjoy life. We had a bird come into the building one evening before service. He started singing, and it was just like we’d been given an invitation: “Just relax. Everybody except those sitting directly under the bird, relax.”

2. Better health. Unrelenting stress harms our bodies. We all know that, yet we let it continue day after day after day. Many times we only build margin in our lives after the heart attack almost happens or does happen, or the blood pressure skyrockets. Why do we wait until our health plummets before we make this decision? Why not realize thatwe need to build some margin intoour lives now? The truth is your body needs downtime in order to heal. Race cars make pit stops occasionally in order to get repaired. You can’t fix anything going 200 miles an hour. Yet, we try to repair ourselves while we’re still racing through life. Margin builds in time for better health.

3. Stronger relationships. Lack of margin is one big reason for the collapse of the American family today. When we don’t make relationships a priority and make time for each other, our relationships suffer. Relationships take time; and margin provides the time to sit and talk, to listen and enjoy one another, and to provide the comfort we each need.

4. Usefulness in ministry. When you’re overloaded by activity, you can only think of yourself. You’re in survival mode, just trying to make it through another day. But being available to God for his use makes all the difference in this world.

When you have no margin in your life and God taps you on the shoulder, saying, “I’d like you to do this for me,” your first response isn’t joy. Your first response is, “Oh, no! Another thing to do! Sorry, God – I’d like to do that, but I’m just too busy.”

We end up resenting the great opportunities God brings into our lives. But when you have margin, you’re available for God to use.

You don’t have to live on overload. You don’t have to live in survival mode. Begin today to build a buffer around your schedule. Then enjoy the benefits of margin and see what God does next!

-- purpose driven life

life keeps on moving.

mind matters. i keep on telling myself that i must focus on my goals first before anything else. it's not that i still can't get over with my past. all i want is to cure it without using another thing called love. first things first. :) failure can lead me for a better one not a bitter one. :p

zeronine

Tonight will be the first night of this new year 2009 for us. [ fireworks.firecrackers.boom.new years resolution.greeting.jumpings.noise.] all this things comes first. But for us, before those exciting things happened, we already recieve a BLESSING :) We are not that much surprised for the news that my brother brought to us. My parents were really hurt, but as they said "there's nothing to do with it. just accept it." As a soooon to be auntie, i'm so excited for our new baby in the family. I just don't know but i do really love babies. :) oops but not my own baby as of now, haha maybe after 8 years i think. how soon was that?.. :) my parents keep on discussing to us about how life is unfair but still good. We must learn to prioritize things. we must enjoy first our life with big obligations. We must focus first what we need in life in order for us to enjoy our own life. They always say that "there are so many boys/girls waiting for us. (di kame mauubusan)" right?. i keep on thinking the real rationale of those things. It's really true. At my age, i want to enjoy my young life :) i'm pretty enough to have my mr. right. After all the heartaching thingy, how i wish that it would be the last time that i will have false bf. :) i realized now that loving too much is bad. Learn to love wisely. It's not the heart that really functions in terms of loving, it's our own hypothalamus that really works on it. The brain controls everything that we want to control in our life. We are the one to choose whose the one we are going to love. "loving is not owning".

- after all of the things i've done. now i can say that i've learned a lot from those experiences. thanks for the memories. :) [_2009ishere]_ learn_to_appreciate_small_things_

:] chai -