december 1 zero nine :)

goodmorning everyone! today is the first day of december 09 :)

24 days to go before xmas! woot i'm so excited.. how i wish we can have more parties to prepare.. hemlock party. chan party. 3littlepigs party. and family reunion. :)) in this blog i will not state any emo feelings. ahaha.. anyway.. xmas and new year is the best days of mine.. coz that days are tha days that makes me happier than ever.. i have my family and friends and i feel the happiness when it's xmas and new year. FIRST XMAS AND NEW YEAR for baby seth :))

sad story of mine

i know that life is beautiful but the contents are messed up. i want to change my attitude in terms of my ethics. i wan to be someone who less talk and more work especially in my family. they are the only one that i can treasure in my whole life.. i want to be considerate of them in many things. you know what? i did cry and cry a lot a few minutes ago. because my mom and i had an argument. she said that she notice me answering her like i'm the older one. because of my conscience i realize that i was wrong. and i know that i hurt her so much.. i dont want to be like that kind of girl :(( can i have that change right now! huhu.. i need to change myself. i need to be strong. i need to be independent. i work alone. i can accomplish something alone! :(( let me show you that i can do that!

pharma here i come!

this would be the last day of my sembreak:)) tomorrow's gonna be another day for me.. school school school! syet. we already have our pharmacology.. and i'm expecting so much from it.. i want to learn a lot in pharma:))

at this moment, i'm drinking my fresh milk:)) milky! haha.. i have something to tell you. you know what? i painted our comfort room with color green.. haha and it looks so good:)) haha..:)) how i wish i can see my crush tomorrow.. our rooms are just right beside each other.. hmm do i need to wait for something from him? or not? hay.. is he the one really for me?.. :)) ok! i'll stop now..:))

i should be contented right?

nov.8 10:38 pm

wala kong masabi ngaun ee.. hay. super duper mix emotions!

magulo ang isip ko. naiirita ako?.. i dont know. i cant understand myself! maybe i'm too jealous of something that i shouldnt be jealous of. amp.. til next tym. :)) i am supposed to be happy enough with what i have :) welcome 2010 :)

oooh lala!

nov.5 11:45 pm

tonight? actually i really dont know if i'm happy today?.. same normal day.. but today something happened. early morning i and muy text each other.. haha i really want to have some talk with him.. but i think dis is only for friendship. coz he wants someone already. :)) echos!

today is the birthday of my bestfriend and also my very own ate! :)) happy birthday to them :))

i really want to got to palawan! shit.. haha.. soon i'll be there.. so soon! :))

pictureperfect

This picture reminds me of something.. SECRET :)

all i can say at this moment :]

nov.4 12:30 am

the end of this year is coming. 2010 here we come! :] actually i'm so excited to celebrate christmas with my very own family :) can i have gifts? :)) IWANTSLR! watduh eff! :)) hehe.. i do only have a very small amount of money.. only 1/4 of the total cost of a SLR :)) 5 months to go to be completed :)).. gogogo for me :))

later this morning i will go to MDC to enroll. i want to start my 2nd sem right, clear and wishful thinking it would be great and fun! :) i want to sacrifice some of my time to review a lot ( a LOT).. as in.. boom! pharma?.. go pharma.. i can do it. i can make it. i can pass it! surely i can.. i want to have a good grades this sem. i promise you that!..

tom nov.5 is gem's 18th birthday! i really don't know what should i give her. what surprise party i should give and i was thinking if i can give her some 18 special balloons together with kathee :))

i need more exercise to have my abs! :)) wooow! ahaha.. soon you will see me.. i have my own abs.. ahaha.. i will be so sexy.., and beautiful enough?.. ahaha.. i dont think so :)) just kidding.. i just want to have my own dreams before i sleep.. i need to sleep already but i dont have the urge to sleep! ahaha.. ok.. i will stop now. i'm gonna search something in the internet :) bye:)