sad story of mine

i know that life is beautiful but the contents are messed up. i want to change my attitude in terms of my ethics. i wan to be someone who less talk and more work especially in my family. they are the only one that i can treasure in my whole life.. i want to be considerate of them in many things. you know what? i did cry and cry a lot a few minutes ago. because my mom and i had an argument. she said that she notice me answering her like i'm the older one. because of my conscience i realize that i was wrong. and i know that i hurt her so much.. i dont want to be like that kind of girl :(( can i have that change right now! huhu.. i need to change myself. i need to be strong. i need to be independent. i work alone. i can accomplish something alone! :(( let me show you that i can do that!