zeronine

Tonight will be the first night of this new year 2009 for us. [ fireworks.firecrackers.boom.new years resolution.greeting.jumpings.noise.] all this things comes first. But for us, before those exciting things happened, we already recieve a BLESSING :) We are not that much surprised for the news that my brother brought to us. My parents were really hurt, but as they said "there's nothing to do with it. just accept it." As a soooon to be auntie, i'm so excited for our new baby in the family. I just don't know but i do really love babies. :) oops but not my own baby as of now, haha maybe after 8 years i think. how soon was that?.. :) my parents keep on discussing to us about how life is unfair but still good. We must learn to prioritize things. we must enjoy first our life with big obligations. We must focus first what we need in life in order for us to enjoy our own life. They always say that "there are so many boys/girls waiting for us. (di kame mauubusan)" right?. i keep on thinking the real rationale of those things. It's really true. At my age, i want to enjoy my young life :) i'm pretty enough to have my mr. right. After all the heartaching thingy, how i wish that it would be the last time that i will have false bf. :) i realized now that loving too much is bad. Learn to love wisely. It's not the heart that really functions in terms of loving, it's our own hypothalamus that really works on it. The brain controls everything that we want to control in our life. We are the one to choose whose the one we are going to love. "loving is not owning".

- after all of the things i've done. now i can say that i've learned a lot from those experiences. thanks for the memories. :) [_2009ishere]_ learn_to_appreciate_small_things_

:] chai -